Ok I realized today that maybe I am not getting better or maybe I just need another antibiotic. I realized this when I drug myself into work and my boss Dave said "Grace dont be offended by this but you look like hell" Please go home! So after groveling about how long it took me to get dressed and there I did just that, I returned home. I did not pass go or collect $100, I simply went home. I have been home forever it seems and I think I am going a little stir crazy. I called the Dr's office and left a message about the still coughing and wheezing, snap crackle pop in my lungs and could they just call me something new in to fix it? The call came back with the dreaded "the Dr. wants you to come back in for a chest x-ray and blood work. Another drive over the bridge to the doc and more questions and why didn't I just get all this last week when I was there??? I told him it came on really quick like overnite and was the H1N1 still around etc. Knowing my luck everything will be clear tomorrow and I will just have to live on Mucinex the rest of my life or something crazy like that. I do have to admit that the drug Avelox is very hard to take and makes me very sick for about 2 hrs afterwards, food or no food, it does not seem to matter. Maybe this was not the right one for me and maybe all I really need is just another drug to kill whatever is there off. I do want to feel better so I can get back to doing life. I have not seen my Mom for 7 days now and that is too long for me and for her. I cringe to think how she will be whenever I finally get over being sick so I can see her again. They ask us not to come when we are sick as the elderly can get so sick so fast. I pray the angels will watch over her and keep her safe.
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